Thursday, February 10, 2011

~trying to keep cool even im not~

tajuk tu i post kt wall fb..tah la mcm2 rs..nak nangis tp xkuar airmata.smpai dada jd sebak..sebak sgt..apa yg i rs berkumpul lam dada..xdilepaskan..n i tahu smpai satu tahap akan meledak bak gunung berapi gak..tp wt ms skrg i msih mampu tahan..since when i dont know..ALLAH knows..bila mcm ni i rs nk give up..give up 4 everything..kerjaya, blaja,n kehidupan.. i tahu i hamba yg terlalu leka..hanya mengingatiNYA bila susah..n bila mengingati ini semua ujian utk i..i redha.walaupun dlm hati selalu gundah gulana..
im not a person who can survive myslef..i need someone to complete,to entertain,to accompany me n everything i do i need someone..i cant do the hard thing myself..im not iron lady..im not struggle..im not...
feel very sad n dissapointed..

~give up or not its all up to u~